Learn To Appreciate

Hi blog. Long time no blog.

First of all, I think I have to mention this anyway. Japan. Oh my Japan. How can this happen to you. Anyway, stay strong and hang in there. I still need to visit you in a couple of years' time. :)

I feel so accomplished right now. I finished the whole bloody Folio Sivik in one day! Which is today! I've never felt so accomplished and tired before. Tired of cutting and pasting, to be exact. My fingers are all sticky right now. D: I have yet to finish all the Kerja Rumah Terancang. Same process happens every year, but I guess this year I'll have to complete all of them since I'm in Form 5 already. See how obedient I am. :D

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Have you ever pranked someone? Or should I say... Your initial plan wasn't to prank that someone but it turned out to be a prank at last because of some changes in between? I've experienced this just yesterday and it became sort of devastating for me that I almost cried. I guess you, readers who are not part of the prank won't understand what I'm talking about here since I'm being so confusing but never mind, I still felt like saying anyway because it disturbs me a lot and I feel like saying it out here. It'll be interesting to read back my old posts in the future when I'm an adult to see how childish I used to be. Don't you think so?

I'm growing kind of tired of this continuous pranking stuff so I guess I'm gonna stop it for the time being. FOR THE TIME BEING. I can't guarantee that I won't ever set a prank on someone again in the future because accept the fact. I'm DAMN PLAYFUL. Like, seriously.

Hehehe. *peace*

Anyway, I don't know why but I easily get mood swings nowadays. PMS, perhaps? But then... I don't usually get mood swings when the time comes but it happens a lot recently. Are my hormones playing with me? I don't like this. I easily get offended and I became more emotional. And maybe... A bit irrational?

Note to self : Control your emotions.

Yes, I don't want my negative thoughts to ruin my life.

I'm really trying my best to be grateful and appreciate every single thing I have in life, especially the people around me. Even the simplest luxury like being able to snuggle in my blanket, sayang my dog, staring vacantly at the ceiling and listening to music, I will definitely appreciate.

And of course, I appreciate you too, reader. Because you are already a part of my life. (: