Lifeless

My life is so uninteresting that I haven't the slightest idea of what to blog about. So I guess I am gonna just keep typing like I am ranting to you guys. Haha.

What defines my life recently : work, work and work. Okay, I am not a workaholic and I do have other stuffs to occupy my leisure time but that pretty much sums up my daily life. Except weekends. I feel so lifeless waking up at 6 every day just to go to work. I don't mind working but fellow transporters, can you please ask the person in charged to not be so reckless and do their jobs properly so that I don't have to crack my head figuring why the total amount is different while doing transporter bills? You just don't know how frustrating the job exactly is. Ugh. It sucks more when I have to make endless calls to you just to ask you to come over so that you can sign at the amended part. Good for you too, you have to waste your time just to come over. :P Okay I just realised most of you might not understand what I am babbling about right here. :/

I have a bad attitude where I always feel like giving up without putting in much effort in certain things. I don't have that spirit or support that drives me into persevering with what I am supposed to do. I guess I have to get rid of this bad attitude that will eventually destroy me sooner or later. :(

Moving on to a totally different story, my urge of going to Japan is back! Every time I see Hey! Say! JUMP perform, especially when they have new releases, I go all frenzy about the idea of going to Japan to meet them. Every time I watch their concert DVD, I will be thinking, man, why are those girls so lucky to be able to meet them? I wanna at least experience once the feeling of screaming and jumping to your favourite songs sung by your favourite idols! But fret not, I might be able to watch them after all! They are having an Asia Tour! Their destinations will be Thailand, Hong Kong, Taipei, Korea and of course, Japan. As expected, Uncle Johnny always neglects Malaysia and Singapore. Or perhaps their fan base in these two countries are not big enough yet for them to hold concerts here. :( So I am aiming for the shows in Thailand! That would be in May though. Mummy says if we were to go there, we might as well spend around a week there instead of just going there for two days to catch two shows. Yes! I am planning to watch two shows. Why watch one only if I have the chance right? But I am afraid I will have to skip college. :( So if possible, I might plan to go to Hong Kong or Japan! There will be 4 shows (I think. Or 3) in HK and 10 shows in Japan. More choices to choose from! HK shows would be in March, which is okie dokie for me! But the Japan shows are in May. :( the only problem is the air ticket! Ha-ha-ha. Is paying for more expensive air tickets worth it for my once in a lifetime experience or not is another problem. :/ ugh, such a tough decision! I have a feeling that at the end of the day, I will not be able to watch them. Haih.

Oh btw! I bought their SUMMARY 2011 in DOME! Super excited to receive my package! It consists of 50 songs performed by HSJ and other JE artists like Kisumai! Woots! Thanks daddy for the superb Valentine present! (Valentine was just an excuse though, since there's still a loooooooooooooooong way till my birthday. :P)

Guess that's all for now! Will blog again when I have nothing else better to do.:D Toodles guys!

OVER

Wow, time flies huh. Time really flies. SPM is over.

I repeat, SPM IS OVER.

One of the biggest exams in my life is OVER. #hsjpunintended.

Hmmm how should I describe this feeling... It's like.. Yeah my wish is fulfilled, I can throw all my books away and say bye bye to them but I feel weird. These two years of knowledge is just puff gone like that during the 10 days of exam. To be honest, I poured out whatever I had learnt during the papers and went out of the exam hall with my mind empty. D:

Whatever, it's time to party! Gonna go out for endless outings and if possible, watch all the movies showing in the cinema. Okay, just kidding. But before that... Deng deng deng deng. Undang. Gotta swallow that tiny little book wth 500 questions. And driving. Deng deng deng deng. I have a premonition already. Uncle will be scolding me during the lesson and all the way back home. I have super power, yeah.

Gonna update again tomorrow with pictures! Provided laziness doesn't stop me from blogging. I love blogging, really. Hee. :D

So long for now! :)

This Is Not A Blog Post

I am depressed about SPM all of a sudden. I can't wait for it to be over. I can't wait to look back at this blog post and think, "Ahhh I am over with it!" I can't wait.

Booooooooooooooooks

The number of unread novels I have now. Among these novels, only two were bought by me. Oh well. Teehee. Gonna finish them one by one after SPM! So exciting! :D

Taylor's Principal Awards Interview

Humans, my blog entry for Taylor's Principal Awards interview is here. Click click!

PS : Can someone please buy me HSJ's Magic Power singles please. HAHAHA! All the songs are just... AWESOMEEE! :D

OMGEE

One more week to trials. OMGEEEE.

Tomorrow's the last day I'm gonna enjoy myself for now. Going out to Sunway for a movie with WK and Jeremy! And yet we've not decided which movie to watch. Lol. Major failure.

That's all. Kthxbai. Another major failure.

Not Impressed

Hmmm.. I'm not being very productive nowadays. I don't know what to blog about! D:

So basically I'll just crap throughout this blog post..

Let's seeeeeeeeee.

OIC Camp was awesome, yes. Everyone who went knows that very clearly. AWESOMENESS IS ME! :D

Theeeen, it was Pirates of the Caribbean 4 with Yuan Ting, Xin Er, Angeline and Wen Yan. Wendy couldn't make it. D'awww. :( Anyway, the movie was not bad, rather hilarious. Captain Jack, I mean. XD And I didn't know mermaids were THAT creepy until last Sunday. So yeah. This was my first outing with Angeline and Wen Yan. I must say that the both of them are friendly and not awkward at all to mix around with! They're such sweet people. <3

It's scaring me how the holidays pass by day by day just like that and here I am, lost. I think I have to really start making a schedule on what I should do every day because basically what I do every day is wake up, brush my teeth, do some house chores, play with Poofie, do a little bit of homework and tada! Half of the day is over and I have to go to tuition. Yes, I have tuition every day. T_T Then after tuition, all I do is makan, watch television, talk with Mummy and Daddy, play computer and read my Shopaholic and Baby. Do you know what's being left out in my daily routine? I don't study at all! *gulps*

Better start studying now. Teehee. Okay, maybe not. :/

I Hate You But I Love You

I need more self-control.

More willpower.

I can't seem to control myself nowadays.

This habit of mine is getting worse and worse day by day.

And it's really worrying me to bits.

I need to get rid of this habit before it gets out of control.

Don't you ever dare to wink at me and electrify me with your gorgeous square eyes, I tell you.

Yes, you are irresistable, I must admit.

But you're slowly creating more fats in my body.

And I hate you for doing that.

Yes, CHOCOLATE.

I have to ignore you somehow.

Knock Knock!

Knock knock! Anybody there??

Hello everyone! I'm not dead yet! :P

Feel like dancing right now. Okay, exam has not ended yet, I know. There's one more paper, Accounts on Monday but tomorrow's holiday! Good Friday, indeed. XD I'm gonna lay down on the sofa for the whole day as if it's nobody's business. Sigh, I really wonder when I'm gonna start exercising. Wendy and Lee, badminton on Saturday? :P

I'm kind of afraid to go back to school next week actually. I don't want to get my results back especially you-know-which-ones. Okay, to make it simple, everything. Life would be so much simpler like that don't you think?

I've been watching quite a lot of SNSD videos nowadays, you know, giving me motivation to work my ass off in exercising but I haven't moved an inch. Sigh... I'm to mesmerized by their perfect bodies. It'll be an unreachable aim for me though. :(

Hope

Hope.

There are lots of things to hope for this year.

First and foremost, I really hope that everything would sail smoothly for me this year.

SPM, especially.

Having to sit for exams for every month from now on except for June, I really hope that I won't have mental breakdown at anytime soon. I always keep the peribahasa "alah bisa, tegal biasa" in mind. XD

I also hope that I can gain confidence in everything I do.

Lack of confidence is really bringing me down and to overcome this weakness of mine, lots of effort is needed.

I think... I've opened my eyes to lots of new things this year. Well, not exactly new things, but things that I've never even thought of doing before.

I've also met a few new friends as well as being in touch again with old friends.

:)

Once you choose hope, anything's possible..

And yes, I do believe that anything's possible as to me, true success only comes with a person's own effort.

Don't always depend on someone to achieve what you want, you've gotta work hard yourself.

Nothing comes without blood, sweat and tears.

I'm a person who always says "I'm gonna die~!" when a challenge is thrown at me but deep down in my heart, I know that I have to do my best to tackle it and not just give up hope like that.

Actually it has become a habit for me to say that and it's pretty difficult to get rid of it. XD

I always think, "If people can do it, then why not me?"

Hope never abandons you, you abandon it. (:

Go Away, Laziness

Laziness, go away please. I hate you.

Learn To Appreciate

Hi blog. Long time no blog.

First of all, I think I have to mention this anyway. Japan. Oh my Japan. How can this happen to you. Anyway, stay strong and hang in there. I still need to visit you in a couple of years' time. :)

I feel so accomplished right now. I finished the whole bloody Folio Sivik in one day! Which is today! I've never felt so accomplished and tired before. Tired of cutting and pasting, to be exact. My fingers are all sticky right now. D: I have yet to finish all the Kerja Rumah Terancang. Same process happens every year, but I guess this year I'll have to complete all of them since I'm in Form 5 already. See how obedient I am. :D

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Have you ever pranked someone? Or should I say... Your initial plan wasn't to prank that someone but it turned out to be a prank at last because of some changes in between? I've experienced this just yesterday and it became sort of devastating for me that I almost cried. I guess you, readers who are not part of the prank won't understand what I'm talking about here since I'm being so confusing but never mind, I still felt like saying anyway because it disturbs me a lot and I feel like saying it out here. It'll be interesting to read back my old posts in the future when I'm an adult to see how childish I used to be. Don't you think so?

I'm growing kind of tired of this continuous pranking stuff so I guess I'm gonna stop it for the time being. FOR THE TIME BEING. I can't guarantee that I won't ever set a prank on someone again in the future because accept the fact. I'm DAMN PLAYFUL. Like, seriously.

Hehehe. *peace*

Anyway, I don't know why but I easily get mood swings nowadays. PMS, perhaps? But then... I don't usually get mood swings when the time comes but it happens a lot recently. Are my hormones playing with me? I don't like this. I easily get offended and I became more emotional. And maybe... A bit irrational?

Note to self : Control your emotions.

Yes, I don't want my negative thoughts to ruin my life.

I'm really trying my best to be grateful and appreciate every single thing I have in life, especially the people around me. Even the simplest luxury like being able to snuggle in my blanket, sayang my dog, staring vacantly at the ceiling and listening to music, I will definitely appreciate.

And of course, I appreciate you too, reader. Because you are already a part of my life. (:

When Boredom Strikes.....

Hey guys! I'm feeling so bored right now at my mum's office. Just came back from Chemistry class and waited there for my mum for like 15 minutes. Thank God we managed to hack into figure out the password for MJ's internet line thanks to Low, who randomly tried a combination that popped into her mind and succeeded or else I would be bored to death! XD

Exam's only like a week more! Less than a week, in fact! Doki doki suru yooooo~

I hate how I keep on writing 29th of February when it's the 1st of March. Ugh. Lol.

Actually I have nothing else to say, really. XD I can't log into Facebook using this computer for some reasons. I was able to initially but somehow after using for a few minutes the internet banned me from doing so. O.o

One more thing, I am getting very tired of all these ceramahs in our school. They totally crashed my hope to get good attendance. D:

Same Old Me

I haven't been blogging for quite some time now but I'm still the same old me. So if you can bare with this randomness, continue reading! :D

School had started on Monday after a few days of break during CNY and yet it was only Low and I who attended to school. Weren't you guys excited to go to school after one week of holidays? Come on! Okay, I wasn't too. Lol. I just had to attend school because I didn't want Mummy to start nagging at me about my attendance. :P I guess I've improved pretty much since last year because I am only absent to school twice this month. Isn't that impressive?! :D Plus, once was because I was sick. XD

Well but still, school was kind of different when Wendy came back! HOORAYYY! You know why? Because the empty seat beside us has now found its owner! And we don't have to worry about who's sitting alone this week, next week and so on. PLUSSSS! It's great having Wendy back to tell us all her grandmother stories in Turkey. So interesting and funny! Especially all the bad words and hand signs she learnt back. Lol, what exactly did you learn there huh Wendy? :P Anyway, glad she's back and hope everything will go back to normal for you (the homework you have to catch up with) soon. XD

Hmm so, just to tell you guys that we bought a new camera, Sony one. Gold colour because that's the only colour left besides silver. I think its quality is not bad, since it's HD but you'll have to make sure that you do not shiver or else you'll have to change the setting to the anti-vibrate system or something like that.

Here are two pictures I took with that camera, since I was so bored after cleaning up my room on Saturday (the day when my friends came) but too bad, no one entered my room to see my effort except Lee. LOL, it didn't change much though. Although I worked my ass off tidying it up but it still looked the same to me. Oh well. D: I guess I'm just a noob at tidying up rooms.

Before posting the pictures, I would like to say that I am REALLY VERY THANKFUL AND GRATEFUL to Mummy and Daddy! They really helped me A LOT, as in A LOT, almost everything on Saturday. Without them, I don't think that gathering would be a success. Because daddy woke up EARLY in the morning to buy steamboat food (because those obasans would whallop everything if we don't get there before them, they're scary, trust me), prepared everything, cooked the soup and all. Mummy helped too! She helped to prepare the food, especially. Oh, daddy took his time to buy new bowls, steamboat pot and spoons. You know what? We did everything last minute, even buying a new TV and TV cabinet. :P The new TV wasn't bought for Saturday though. Lol. Because the TV upstairs died, we had to buy a new one and place the TV downstairs upstairs. :D The TV cabinet arrived on Saturday morning itself. XD Oh forgot to say, Mummy cleaned everything up too and took all the pictures. If she didn't force us to take pictures I don't think we would take also. XD I LOVE YOU BOTH, MUMMY AND DADDY!! <3

Anyway, here are the pictures. :)

Just trying out the Panaroma feature. Fun! :D

THIS. Was 100% random. Heh. :)

Till then, bye!

PS : I really REALLY hope they would cancel this time's monthly test. The reason is simple, because I'm lazy. :P

OH YEAHHH

OMG GUESS WHAT? GUESS WHAT?

*shakes head* No, it's not that! Guess again!

*shakes head again* NO! Try again!

Awwww you don't get it, do you??

It's school tomorrow! School is reopening tomorrow!! What's ですよ?!

OH SO HAPPY~!!!

*sings Arashi's Summer Splash* Kimi wa OH YEAH~!

>_> /sarcasm

Why?

SAD. SAD. I. AM. SAD.

School's reopening on Monday! Why so fast? D:

Time isn't supposed to pass by sooo quickly~~~

I need more time to laze around at home or even go out with my friends~~

Actually that's not the main point. The main point is, I'm gonna be in Form 5 once school reopens and it can only mean.. SPM is coming too. :( WHY SO CRUEL. WHY OH WHY. D:

Guess I really need to start planning for my future! Once I graduate from Form 5, there'll be so many things to consider, like which college to enter, which course to take and blah blah blah. I don't have an ultimate aim yet. That's sooo bad. :(

Happy Birthday

Guess what?? What time is it? 12 a.m. What date is it? 24th of December 2010. Which means? Cheryl Yap's birthday! OMG I'm so SS. Anyway.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!! :D

Guilty or Innocent?

Today, a friend told me,

Having a fandom is like having a boyfriend : STICK TO ONE!

Ahah! I guess I'm guilty for that but hey, I don't have a boyfriend now so I might as well be in multiple fandoms while I can. xD And Ding, you're guilty too, don't worry. You love almost EVERY Korean artist that has ever existed including old ones. LOL!

Well, but I guess even when I have a boyfriend it's okay to look at others? As long as my loyalty is towards him.... Right?

Okay, this is a TOTALLY pointless post. Just... had this conversation with two of my friends and it struck me so.. :S

Well, anyway. I am kinda afraid to attend school next week because it means getting back our papers. I don't even have one paper which I am confident with, which is terrible and horrible. How am I going to survive then? Getting colder and increasing heartbeat rates every time each teacher enters the class? :(

In The Arms of Morpheus

Hisashiburi blog readers!! At last, exam is finally over! Okay, not yet, two more days to go which is next Monday and next next Tuesday. I'll assume that today's the last day anyway. I am super relaxed now. Over all, this week's papers did not go very well, made lots of careless and stupid mistakes. It happens lots of time, I mean EVERY TIME. I guess there's nothing I can do about it after all.

Okay, so I woke up this morning from an amazing dream. Thought of blogging about it although it may seem silly but I have to admit that it had made my day a bit. Lol. I don't know how the whole dream started but I was somehow in Japan and was selected among so many fans to join NYC for their performance of their new song. And their new song wasn't Yoku Asobi Yoku Manabe. Lol. It was a song that no one had ever heard of, and only fans who were selected got the opportunity to listen to it even before its release date. Apparently, it was a song to support Japan's volleyball team or something close to that. It was an energetic song, that is all I can say. I still remembered the melody this morning but not now. Lol, it was a self-composed song by me in my dreams. Maybe I am a song writer? Only in my dreams, kay, I know.

We rehearsed together, NYC did all the dancing and we were behind them doing hand movements. Pretty much like what they do in Shounen Club. Lol. And of course, I did bug Yamada a little by asking him  many questions which I don't remember what. I had great fun there because I got to explore Johnny's Jimusho a bit and hell, there were so many CCTVs around. Haha. After the rehearsal, I walked home. Okay, the weird part is here. My house was SUPER HUGE, like those mansions we see in movies and there was a bed on the staircase. Yeah, doesn't make sense but this was how it was. Haha. The weirdest part is here. ALL of NEWS members were staying in my house. Why? I don't know. Lol. I sat on the dining table and played with my phone with Massu and Shige staring at me. Yamapi and the others were discussing about who-knows-what somewhere else. Oh, why wasn't Yamapi the one staring at me. Lol. And yeah, back to Shige and Massu. Out of the blue, Massu got up of his seat and grabbed a few marker pens of different colours. Guess what he wanted to do? He wanted to teach me Chemistry. What's ですよ?! I think it might be because of the stress I had because today was Chemistry papers. I was like "WTH?!" in my dream. I mean, seriously. He intended to teach me Acids and Bases, and he was very confident that I could understand Chemistry better with him as my teacher. When he was about to teach me, "ER AHHHH!! WAKE UP! It's raining heavily outside, so wake up now or else you'll be late for school!" shouted mummy.

........ *big sigh*

How I wish Massu had taught me. I might be able to do better in the Chemistry papers today. xD

It was seriously a wonderful dream because I woke up smiling. Haha. I had both Yamada and Massu together in my dream. How awesome is that? Yeah, I started liking Massu more and more after watching NEWS' unplugged performances from their new album, LIVE. I like them very much and I had watched the videos for like.. 10 times maybe? xD I don't remember talking to Chinen and Yuma though. =(

Oh yeah, in case you don't know who Massu is. His full name is Takahisa Masuda.

Ain't he cute? xD Pictures credits to Tegolicious.

I think..... My blog will be more active from now on. ^^

Hotaru no Hikari

Hmmm.. I have no mood to blog nowadays. I wonder why? I've been so free yet so busy. Free because I've been watching drama these few days and busy because I've been doing Accounts Project. I have to admit that I still have piles of homework waiting for me to finish them. I can't help but continue to watch dramas. =)

Anyway, I've been watching this drama, Hotaru no Hikari and I think it's pretty entertaining. This is the first drama with both male actors that I like at the same time. Normally, whenever I watch a drama with unsur romance I will definitely hate one of the male actors but not this case. =) So, I had finished watching Hotaru no Hikari yesterday and proceeded to watch Hotaru no Hikari 2.

Lead actress, Ayase Haruka.

I can't say that she's extremely pretty though. Just... pretty. Actually, I prefer Ishihara Satomi. =) But they look QUITE alike in some ways. Maybe their characters.

Lead actor, Fujiki Naohito. The doctor in One Litre of Tears.

Second lead actor, Kato Kazuki.

The season 2 of this drama is even more amazing. I absolutely LOVE both male actors. Gosh, when Mukai Osamu appeared in the first episode I was staring at him and thinking, "IKEMEN~!!" He is just so gorgeous. And most importantly, he's tall. =) 182 cm, if I am not mistaken... Don't misunderstand, I still love Yamada. No doubt. xD

MUKAI OSAMU. Second lead actor in Season 2. =)

Gosh, how can he be so gorgeous? How I wish there are guys like him in Malaysia. HEH HEH. =) When I first saw him in Scrap Teacher, I thought, "Wow, what a hot teacher." Lol. Then, I saw him in Seigi no Mikata again. Lee, remember him? Then Atashinchi no Danshi, as Horikita Maki's son, what the hell. Lee, remember him? In the very-handsome-old-man-drama that I told you before.Then Hotaru no Hikari 2. =) Gotta finish Atashinchi no Danshi, for his sake. xD

Random shoutout : HOTARU NO HIKARI 2 IS ONLY SUBBED TILL EPISODE 6!! GAHHH. But in Japan it has only aired till episode...8? I don't know. 0.o

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Okay, just now when daddy and I were going out for lunch, he suddenly said that he wanted to go for a movie. He sounded so enthusiastic so I went upstairs to grab my jacket, just in case. HOWEVER, he suddenly said he'd rather watch from Youtube at home since it's free and relaxing. What the hell. Lol. And so I made him sweep the floor for me since he "骗我的感情". xDDDD Untung also lah.

Holiday on Tuesday! It means daddy's birthday too, the anak merdeka. =) Let's go celebrate! What shall we eat on that day, daddy? *ulterior motive*