I feel weird. I don't know why, I just somehow feel weird and unhappy right now. Maybe because I woke up feeling sick and all, but my mood is just.........bad.
Yesterday, Low asked me if I love my life, and I couldn't give her a solid answer to that question. Well, it's obvious that she loves her life and she's very happy about it. I must agree that my life is A LOT better compared to those African kids and yeah, I'm happy about it but do I love my life? Sometimes I do and sometimes I don't. Is that even an answer? 0.o
Anyway, just got back Sivik, Sejarah and Japanese papers yesterday. All are satisfactory, at least my effort paid off but it just sends shiver down my spine whenever I think of getting back papers like Chemistry, Physics, Biology and Accounts especially because I totally screwed up those papers. I don't want to disappoint my mum since I'm her only child but I had really really tried my best. I hope my grades won't be so EWW that I will not have the courage to face her. *fingers crossed*
And about Facebook, I'm starting to get bored with it. I don't know what to do there, I'm practically just scrolling up and down, up and down. I don't know what to write as my status (because there's nothing interesting about my life). Any suggestion of fun things to do on the Internet? xD
Okay, sorry for being emotional in this post, I just feel EWW. That's all. I might feel better tomorrow, I guess?? xD
Didn't your great otou-sama gave you a talk on how to love life? But well, it takes time. Do it slowly. :)
ReplyDeleteBy the way, I like reading emotional posts although I had lots of them. Keep it coming~~
ReplyDeleteLol. I seldom have emotional posts but seriously I'm feeling awful right now. Haha, I'll try to love my life whole-heartedly. xD Thanks. =)
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